New article: Trans Birth Parents’ Experiences of Domestic Violence

Through 2018 and 2019, I travelled across the UK and Germany to speak with trans men and non-binary people about their experiences of pregnancy and childbirth.

These research interviews for the Trans Pregnancy Project took place in kitchens, living rooms, and cafes, next to canals and rivers. We covered topics ranging from conception to pregnancy loss, taking in questions of masculinity and the body, relationships with family, friends, workplaces and social groups, interactions with medical practitioners, and people’s journeys through perinatal services.

I remain deeply honoured to have been trusted by participants to share and analyse their stories. The questions planned by our project team touched on deeply intimate and sometimes traumatic experiences, as well as joyful accounts of kinship and bringing new life into the world. These were by design long, deep discussions, covering a great range of issues that have been rarely discussed in academic literature to date.

And sometimes, an unexpected conversation would happen.

We – the research team – did not plan to study domestic violence. Instead, this topic was introduced by research participants. I will never forget the first time this happened, silently putting aside my planned questions as the man in front of me quietly, carefully disclosed what had happened to him, and how it intimately shaped his experience of pregnancy.

As others shared their stories in turn, I began to realise just how important these narratives are, and the need for peer-reviewed work that explored them in detail. The resulting article is now available following a long gestation period (pun intentional). I hope it will useful to a range of practitioners – educators, crisis workers, midwives, obstetricians, doulas, family doctors – as well as to academics and, most importantly, community members.

Read now for free:
Trans Birth Parents’ Experiences of Domestic Violence
Conditional Affirmation, Cisgenderist Coercion, and the Transformative Potential of Perinatal Care

by Ruth Pearce, Carla Pfeffer, Damien W Riggs, Francis Ray White, and Sally Hines


I am also really pleased that we have published in the “platinum open access” journal Bulletin of Applied Transgender Studies. Launched in 2022 and hosted by Northwestern University Libraries, the journal is free to publish in and free to read, with articles shared under a creative commons license. We found this publication route offered an extremely rigorous double-anonymous peer review that really challenged us, and ultimately strengthened our arguments and use of evidence. Given the exploitation and profiteering that is rife in the academic publishing industry, supporting new journals such as the Bulletin feels like an important political move as well as the right scholarly decision.

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Trans pregnancy: new book chapters and article

Over the last couple of years, members of the Trans Pregnancy project team have been quietly plugging away writing up more of our findings from our 2017-2020 research.

Recently, three new books have come out which include chapters based on our work, plus we have just had a new academic article published. I hope all of these will be useful for expanding knowledge about trans people’s experiences of pregnancy and childbirth, in ways that will be useful to community members, healthcare providers, and researchers.

The Conversation on Gender Diversity (edited by Jules Gill-Peterson, published by Johns Hopkins University Press) is a collection of short trans studies essays originally published on The Conversation. It’s written in an accessible way and priced affordably. It includes our essay “Giving Birth as a Father – Experiences of Trans Birth Parents“, which provides a concise introduction to the topic and to our research.

Photograph of a book, The Conversation on Gender Diversity. The cover features a blurred crowd of people and a large trans flag with the trans symbol on top of blue, pink, and white stripes.


The Routledge International Handbook of New Critical Race and Whiteness Studies (edited by Rikke Andreassen, Catrin Lundström, Suvi Keskinen, and Shirley Anne Tate, published by Routledge) is a hefty academic volume with a series of articles which critically interrogate whiteness. The book includes our essay “Whiteness in research on men, trans/masculine and non-binary people and reproduction: Two parallel stories“, in which we reflect on both the racialisation of both trans pregnancy and childbirth, and on the whiteness of our research team. It’s currently only available in hardback at “academic” prices, so I encourage people to order it into your local library if it is of interest to you. I’m also very happy to email people a copy of the essay if you’d like to read it, and will be making a version freely available on this site as soon as the copyright agreement allows.

Cover image of a book, The Routledge International Hardbook of New Critical Race and Whiteness Studies. The cover features a colourful aerial photograph of a river bend.


Trans Reproductive and Sexual Health (edited by Damien W. Riggs, Jane Ussher, Kerry H. Robinson, and Shoshana Rosenberg, also published by Routledge) is another academic book, this time focusing on topics including intimacy, sexual violence, sex education, and reproduction. It includes our essay on “Young men, trans/masculine and non-binary people’s views about pregnancy“, drawing on focus groups undertaken with young people to ask about how they see their reproductive futures. Again, this book has academic pricing, so we would greatly appreciate people asking their local library for a copy, and you’re welcome to contact me if you’d like to read the essay.

Cover image of a book, Trans Reproductive and Sexual Health. The cover image is an abstract grey circle with messy lines extruding from the top right.


Finally, we’ve just published an article in the journal SSM – Qualitative Research in Health. Titled “Medical Uncertainty and Reproduction of the “Normal”: Decision-Making Around Testosterone Therapy in Transgender Pregnancy“, this article looks at decision-making around cessation of testosterone during pregnancy, and critically explore some of the assumptions that get made in medical writing and practice.

Seahorse screening and live Q&A in Leeds

Hyde Park Picture House are hosting a screening of the documentary film Seahorse tomorrow evening (Tuesday 27 August), in association with Leeds Queer Film Festival. I will be participating in a live Q&A session afterwards, representing the Trans Pregnancy project.

The film follows the experiences of Freddy as he becomes a father:

Freddy is 30 and yearns to start a family but this poses unique challenges. He is a gay transgender man. Deciding to carry his own baby took years of soul searching, but he was unprepared for the reality of pregnancy, both physically and challenging society’s fundamental understanding of gender and family. To him what feels pragmatic, to others feels confronting; this was not part of his plan.

Against a backdrop of increasing hostility towards trans people the world over, Freddy is forced to confront his own naivety, mine unknown depths of courage and lean on every friend and family member who will stand by him.

For the Q&A, I will be joining Freddy, director Jeanie Finlay, and Yuval Topper-Erez, a member of the Trans Pregnancy project Advisory Board who became famous in Israel following his own experience of giving birth. The discussion will be chaired by BAFTA-nominated producer Mia Bays.

You can reserve a ticket for the event here.